Wednesday, December 04, 2002
I'm really getting tired of selfish people. It's a little too early in my life for me to be so bitter, but I think when you have as much perception as I do, it's a common problem. I go through these phases when I don't want to talk to anyone, or see anyone. I just realize how much it hurts me to even have a conversation with people sometimes. Why the hell do I read so much into things? Or for that matter, so much out of things. No matter who we surround ourselves with, who "loves" us, or who we spend all of our time with, we are still utterly alone in this world. We can truly depend on no one. What a sad sad thing. This is the thing I hate about the holidays, one day I'm in the best mood, then next I want to drive into oncoming traffic. Damn Gage, maybe I am Bi-Polar.
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:15 AM