Monday, December 09, 2002
I've been typing notes since 9 am and I'M SICK OF IT!!!!!!
Thank God tomorrow is my last day :) I'm so tired I can't even see straight. Court woke me up this morning after I slept through my alarm for 2 hours. When I looked at the clock I started to panic "shit it's 7:30 and I have to be there at 9 and I haven't even studied for Bio!" I was halfway undressed to get into the shower before I realized that it was Monday and my tests were on Tuesday. Can we say test anxiety? And I know I'm prepared, so what am I worried about? I'll probably sleep late in the morning and forget to go get scantrons, then I'll be late to class and not have time to look over my notes beforehand. AGH!!!! This is the first time I've ever been worried about tests, and the funny thing about it is that my mother is always on my ass about studying. So today she tells me I just need to relax, that its only a test and really not important when you sit down and look at life. Hmm, Who are you, and where is my mother? ;) I miss her right now. They've been gone since Friday morning, and I hate decorating this house for christmas by myself. Its depressing. It's really ironic that I'm worried about these tests, I missed more class this semester than I attended. School Sucks! For those of you just starting out, I hate to break it to you...but it's downhill from here on out. Well maybe not, depends on if you have an attention span longer than 6 or 9 seconds, which I don't. (
"you mock me")
There is this guy in my Bio class...I'm thinking about asking him if he wants to start a band with me. The boy has some serious rhythm. Between him tapping his pencil on his desk and me tapping my feet, I think we'd be swell. Well, except he listens to The Strokes, and I'd personally rather shove toothpicks under my fingernails than listen to them. But, it was a nice thought nontheless. I think sleep deprivation has taken its toll boys and girls, so I bid you a goodnight, and a safe tomorrow.
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:22 PM
