Wednesday, February 05, 2003
Ok, I've thought about all of this sufficiently. I even began a long post about it. Then after talking to Court I realized that nothing I can say or do is going to change anything. If these people gave half a shit in the first place, things wouldn't be like that. So once again, to the tune of Rascal Flatts, "I'm moving on" haha. You take the good things with you, you take what you've learned from the bad, and somewhere along the lines you become a better person for it. So I'm going to exercise EXTREME control on my part and not express all the harsh thoughts oozing from my twisted mind at the moment. I'm letting it go because it's no longer mine to save and it hasn't been for awhile.
Anonymous: sorry if that's not exactly what you wanted me to say. I imagine that you might have been looking for a bit of that eloquence and honesty I am capable of using, but I hope you understand my reasons for saying what I have. I learned a long time ago what you should fight for and what isn't worth it. And so far I've been very successful at surrounding myself with extraordinary people.
You've got to dig through a lot of shit before you find a whole piece of corn.~GOO!
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:11 PM
