Saturday, March 29, 2003
Sadness
I'm suddenly overwhelmed by it. Why is it that there are guys coming out of the woodwork right now begging for my #, asking for dates, buying me beer, telling me that I'm "sweet, nice, cute" but the ONLY one I give any thought to doesn't seem to want to return the feelings? I don't understand. How is it I feel such a 'false' connection sometimes? Really strong ones too. I've liked guys, blah blah blah, but then there have been a couple, actually 3 that made my heart ache. I just wanted to be close to them, know everything about them. Apparently I'm misunderstanding this 'connection'. Oh well, whatever it is, it's made me sick to my stomach every time I eat for the past two weeks. It sucks.
Livin's mostly wastin' time
I waste my share of mine~TVZ
♥Oh, so vintage... 2:55 AM