Saturday, June 14, 2003
WAAAKKKKEEEEEEE UP!
It is 2:30 in the AM and you're listening to the Ladies Man. No not really, but I have some things to say...
After this 4th phone call in the weeeee hours in the morning I don't know if I should slap him or kiss him. I think guys just like to call and wake you up to talk because they like the sound of your voice when it's all sexy at night. We've been talking for an hour now, no, wait, he's been begging me to come over for and hour now. Be proud I didn't give in. As for our 'missy elliot encounter' (for those in the know) I think we worked that out. I love how a guy will turn the tables on something and totally misconstrue the situation just to see if he can trip you up and get something out of you. I held my ground on that one though and He had such a classic excuse it was beyond measure "I was intimidated by your parents room" yeah right... but anyway, I won't bore you with those details. I ended up being rather turned on by the fact he didn't act the least bit bothered by it, and actually seemed comfortable with it. You know sometimes you just have things like that coming to you when you talk so much shit to someone. Now if I can only figure out what his game is this time around, other than the blatently obvious. We'll see why it is he needed to call me 5 times tonight and he needed to explain he wasn't being a hardass, that he was trying to be considerate by telling me not to wait by the phone for his plans, and why he invited me to dinner before the rodeo and even offered to take Keri home. What can I say I'm always suspicious when a guy is being nice, and rightly so. I'm kinda pissed though that he's gradually getting me to come around, I mean this morning I could have given a shit about whether he came through, and now the tiniest tiniest bit of me is looking forward to tomorrow and worried that I might have to talk myself out of doing something I don't need to do. For those of you who don't know our background, let me just assure you now I'm not being an insensitive bitch about things, its definately for good reason, I'm skeptical about him. It just seems like every time we get together that something always gets screwed up to the point that I'm not even sure it's worth a try. He told me tonight that he doesn't really like to date anyone, that he's not the kinda guy to go out and get a girls number, or bring her home. I know that's true for the most part, he doesn't get around, but my only question was why are you calling me then? What do you want? Surely you haven't decided to settle down and have a 'relationship' (scariest word in the male vocabulary). I don't know what your game is boy, but I'm about to find out.
Don't hate tha playa, hate tha game
♥Oh, so vintage... 3:23 AM
