Thursday, September 04, 2003
I'm so angry right now that it's actually making me sick at my stomach. Nothing on this earth can piss me off faster than for someone to critcize me on something that they know nothing about, do not understand, and most likely will not ever try to understand. I know some of my readers haven't been around very long so let me enlighten you dear reader...I have made it clear on NUMEROUS occasions how very much I hate name dropping. I find it to be one of the most disgusting traits that humans have. I think I've made this BLATANT in previous posts. I never called anyone out in particular, but you all knew who I was talking about and to whom I was talking. To have someone smart off something to me implying in any way whatsoever that I was participating in such behavior enrages me to no end. Especially from someone I happened to have some inkling of respect for and you all know that's a very rare thing for me to have. I often wonder if people are aware of how much they can criticize with silence. I hate for someone to brush something I hold dear to me off in a manner that makes it seem beneath them. How dare they think that anything they do or have is any better. When you enjoy something immensely in life you want to share it with people you care about. When those people demean it with silence or shitty smartass comments there are very few bigger slaps in the face. I hate to break to those of you out there who can't enjoy the small things in life, but you damn well better learn how to enjoy them because you are going to live a sad boring life if you miss the beauty of simplicity God places before you ever single day. I really spent alot of energy cleansing my life from negativity I'd hate to think I'm falling into the same trap again. I've also got another newsflash...I rant on this thing almost everyday and will be forever endebted to my 'dearest' Stan for introducing it to me. But, I want everyone to know that before they just 'assume' they've got my character pegged (this goes for those of you I know in person and those of you I don't) that you don't really know me. The greatest thing about the internet is only revealing to people what you want them to see, trust me I learned this lesson ALL too well. So you may think you know me, you may think you've outsmarted my next move, you may think you've got me under your thumb, but guess again, it'll never happen.
oh and p.s. the lab I taught today that I've been SO incredibly nervous about when Fantastic! thanks everyone for asking.
"Damn right I sure am happy with this Crazy piece of life that I have found!"
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:53 PM
