Wednesday, September 29, 2004
VIRGO (Aug. 23-Sept. 22)You're operating on a highly creative and productive level, and you'll soon see results. Diet and exercise must be examined with care, as health is an important piece of the "new you." An idea of huge proportions comes to you.
So this is why I can't sit still and my ADHA is kicked in to turbo drive???
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:09 PM
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VIRGO (Aug. 23-Sept. 22)You're operating on a highly creative and productive level, and you'll soon see results. Diet and exercise must be examined with care, as health is an important piece of the "new you." An idea of huge proportions comes to you.
So this is why I can't sit still and my ADHA is kicked in to turbo drive???
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:09 PM
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Tuesday, September 28, 2004
ok, so the last 3 posts I've made don't post. what is up with that?
♥Oh, so vintage... 9:17 PM
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Wednesday, September 22, 2004
CONGRATULATIONS SARA!!!
I hope you LOVE your new job!
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:12 PM
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Tuesday, September 21, 2004
Because life is too funny not to write it down...
So tonight my precious boys are staying with me. Kash comes down the stairs and says..."there's something wrong with this toothpaste" Turns out that 'toothpaste' was a tube of hydrocortisone cream...crackhead!
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:12 PM
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FUCKED UP SITUATIONS...
Fatal Helicopter Crash
Yeah so the pilot, Jeremy Battenfield is who Loree and I went flying with this past winter. My prayers are with him.
♥Oh, so vintage... 6:08 PM
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Sunday, September 19, 2004
WELL WE BROKE UP TONIGHT
NEXT...
I wish I could go to sleep and wake up with amnesia
And try to forget the things that I've done
I wish I knew how to keep the promises I made you
But life I guess it goes on
Yeah I know it goes on
You see I've learned it goes on
But then I'll hang us on the wall
And I'll crawl in the open side
And I'm blind to it all
So why don't you
Crawl in my open side and become blind to it all
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:34 PM
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Saturday, September 18, 2004
Forever Young...
Today's youth have a new hero and his name is Napoleon Dynamite. For those of you who haven't seen it, I'd definately recommend it. For ever kid that was the nerd, or the geek in their class, for every kid who got beat up by the class bully, or was made fun of by the popular crowd, this is your movie. You might be voting for Pedro, but you'll fall in love with Napoleon.
♥Oh, so vintage... 4:11 PM
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Sunday, September 12, 2004
Right now everything is screwed up.
My 'supposed' best friend has chosen her lying cheating piece of shit of a husband over my friendship. And although she knows all of these things about him, she's still trying to 'make it work'. My boyfriend who I liked immensely a few days ago has chosen a fuking hay field and some damned cows over spending my BIRTHDAY weekend with me at the lake. I don't get home till after 7pm everynight and I spent my birthday at a fuking football game in fuking Deweyville (for those of you non east texans, that's about a quarter of a mile from Louisiana). I start my certification classes next week in kingwood every monday and wednesday night after school. I have a low tire that I've aired up a million times because I don't have time to get it changed. My door locks don't work and my windows don't roll down. I don't get paid for another two weeks and I've been living off $60 for a month.
♥Oh, so vintage... 6:56 PM
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Friday, September 10, 2004
I don't know why but this week has been sorta hard on my heart. Work is going well, but for some reason I've been so empty. I'm sitting here listening to Ryan Cabrera and all of these songs are killing me. I'm so sad. I went through the anger phase last weekend so I guess this is the next step? I can't remember anymore. Jason took the few pieces of my hear I had left after Josh and the other unmentionables and plowed right through them. I suppose I just don't understand why it happened. Part of me doesn't want to understand. I just want to wake up and not remember. Wake up and not know that I hurt. I'm going through this phase, I don't want anyone to even touch me. I feel like I've been raped and emotionally I have. How do you go from 100 miles an hour to a dead stop without having a head on collision that you would be lucky to survive?
♥Oh, so vintage... 8:34 AM
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once again, not posting
♥Oh, so vintage... 8:34 AM
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Right now I'm supposed to be paying attention to the signs...
For some weird reason I think the signs are wrong. I did an immediate bounceback after the breakup, and everytime I've tried to post ANYTHING reffering to it, blogger won't publish it. Then yesterday a total stranger was here to give massages and turns out after talking to her, she and Jason were great friends in high school and she wanted to know ALL about him. I had a dream about him last night and then her Mom comes in asking about it today. WTF? I'm really confused and I wish it would just go away. I just want to do my job in peace.
♥Oh, so vintage... 8:34 AM
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ok so I've wrote two negative posts about my previous breakup and they both somehow got mysteriously erased, or wouldn't post. You think that someone's trying to tell me to keep my mouth shut?
♥Oh, so vintage... 8:34 AM
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Isn't it odd how something you think is good turns out to be bad for you and you didn't even know it? One day you wake up and realize what a drag it was on you and that although you thought it was 'love' it was really overrated. Besides its not like you had anything in common really. Yeah the relationship was comfortable, but it was just that.There was nothing exciting, nothing out of the ordinary, ALWAYS watch a movie, fall asleep, wake up and go home. And maybe when I'm like 60 that won't be such a bad thing, but I'm young and vibrant and the whole world is out there waiting on me. So I have to say with all honesty I thank him right now for letting me go and allowing me the opportunity to realize my full potential.
♥Oh, so vintage... 8:34 AM
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I REALLY love him today!
He got me wonderful goodies for my birthday from Bath & Body Works. He even got me the purely silk body lotion! And...all this in a fragrance that doesn't make me sneeze. SCORE!
♥Oh, so vintage... 8:34 AM
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Wednesday, September 08, 2004
I LOVE HIM!
I really really do. I thought I did, but last night I don't know what it was, but it just hit me like a ton of bricks and I can't quit thinking about it. Now the few times I've had this happen it wasn't a positive experience like it is now. It's not even scary, it's just right.
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:04 PM
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Sunday, September 05, 2004
Flagless Anthems and Chinese Water Torture...
These past 3 weeks have been nothing short of absolutely ballz to the wall energy. I forgot how much energy I had in high school and it's making me feel old. I've really got to start exercising or something. These kids wear me out. Some days I wanna cry and some days I can't help but laugh. But each day I learn more and more about who they are and who I am. It's amazing that some situations cause you to be someone you didn't know you could be. I do more in one day at that school than I used to do in a week. I talk to more people in one day than I used to in a month. I've laughed at countless jokes, yelled countless times, and rolled my eyes more times than I knew possible. This job is really something else, nothing like I imagined. I told Jason last week it's sorta like Chinese Water Torture all day long...."Ms. Cooper...Ms. Cooper......." but in a good sorta way. That 'I need you' sorta way. My drill team calls me Mom and I've about become just that. From ripping out seams with a nail file to making ice packs from empty plastic wrappers I've become that woman. You know the one, just like J-low in the wedding planner. I've got a magic bag that fixes everything. I have to write these good things down to remind me on the days I want to pinch their little heads off. ;) Because after all, we should be thankful that we have so much to complain about.
♥Oh, so vintage... 9:58 PM
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