Friday, December 23, 2005
The LOVE of my life...
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:49 AM
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Sunday, December 18, 2005
Weekend Highlights*Getting sent home Friday for having "a virus" when in fact I couldn't admit it was a hangover*Sleeping till noon with the most amazing man I know* Introducing my "abercrombie and fitch model" to my Mother *Spontaneously deciding to go to the Firehouse Friday night to see Sara*Giving away my hat to my new friends from Beaumont*Sara telling Brian it's been a long time since she's seen me smile like this*Dragging my drunk ass man out of the firehouse to avoid confrontation (boys are so weird)*Jager Bombs*Brian yelling to the bum on the corner that I was the most amazing woman on earth and he was going to marry me*Brian telling me the whole way home how much he loved me*Brian's pants falling down exposing his ass crack to Amy as he walked up the stairs*Brian's miraculous "zoolander" underwear trick*Sleeping on the floor by the Christmas tree all day with Brian*Lunch with the other family at 'Barbacoa's' :D*Our trip to get gatorade ending up in Crosby at Exxon to buy hats leading to Django Walker with Pedro and Jess*Jager Bombs*Jess proposing to Pedro, our double weddings and double divorces*Hanging out with Misty and James till 6:30 this morning*Sleeping a few hours*Getting a washing machine and getting rid of the broken dryer*Introducing Brian to Dad...*Hanging out with Brian's Dad *Finally getting some sleep with the man I am MADLY in love with!
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:00 PM
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Life is what you make of it, nothing more nothing less. After after Amy reading me this post last night and after having some time to reflect upon it. I have some things to say...
Life is a cycle, whole and complete at all times. It's all about perspective. I suppose you could say we live in a disposable semi-permanent society, but at the same time it's all a matter of cleasing. Out with the old in with the new, The beginning is the end as is all the stuff packed in between. When you let something or someone go in your life it's not always pain free, but it's cleansing. How great does it feel to clean your house from top to bottom and get rid of all that clutter and crap that's keeping your home from a layout in Better Homes and Gardens? It's the same way in life. It may sound cynical in a way, but I do remember getting an email recently that forced us to ask why we would want someone in our lives that did not want us in theirs?
Trust me I've spent alot of time letting people and things go in the past two years of my life. Although at certain times I couldn't breathe through the pain, I learned the most important thing you'll ever learn in life. That really and truly all you ever have is you. If you aren't happy with you you'll never be happy with anyone else. I recently told a dear friend from high school this after he called me up to tell me he'd been in the hospital for a week from trying to commit suicide. You can say it all day long, but you've got to fully self actualize to understand it.
You can beat yourself up about lack of permenance, but what if everything stayed the same all the time? What if hermit crabs never grew out of their shells and all of the seashells were the same size at the beach? What if we never challenged the views and ideas we've held as truth our whole life and simply believed that world was round because someone told us so. Not because we've spent our lives traveling the globe in search of an endless plane.
As far as disposable friends and people, they always matter as much as you once thought they did. They in some way left a scratch on your surface that allows you to move one step closer to being a beautifully polished gem. You simply move on. All those scratches left by all those people eventually blend and overlap until you can't distinguish one from the other. However, this makes none of them any less important in creating the finished product.
So Sara I say to you, RECYCLE!!! And that's orders from an Environmental Science Teacher ;)
♥Oh, so vintage... 9:08 PM
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Lonely Days, Lonely Nights...where would I be without my
woman?
There's no denying it. I'm in love. Not lust because it's not about that. It's love. Not that kind that overwhelms you to the point where you can't concentrate on anything but him, but that kind that energizes your every step of the day and brings you focused back in on life and all the things you really want!
Other than that I am blissfully happy with my life. Well except for this past saturday night. I could have lived without that. I hate being the only sober person and having to babysit a bunch of drunk overly emotional people who can't control their mouths. And on that note. No more party's at Lacy's unless you are on the VIP list i.e. you have a toothbrush at my house with your name on it.
♥Oh, so vintage... 8:45 PM
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Wednesday, December 07, 2005
The Tech Nazi at work has blocked all web based email and all web logs from being viewed. BITCH. If anyone can tell me how to get around it I'd love to know.
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:43 PM
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Sunday, December 04, 2005
Weekend Rundown...
Waiting for Dad's lost luggage for an hour
My new friends "Amoeba" and "Amnesia"
laying down on the ground by the fire and crying
Humble, Harwin, Ikea
Sleepovers at Lacy's house
Waking up in bed wondering how the hell you got there and thanking god you're alone
Staring at the stars in the middle of the road
New Fence in the backyard
TOOO damn much Tequilla
Gay Pride phone charms
Pretty boy's eccentric sister
Spending the day on the couch with a hangover
Spending the night with a Beautiful Boy
oh and last but definately not least this is for Pedro...
"Ax yo mamma n em, tel em i sed how u durrn!"
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:05 PM
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Friday, December 02, 2005
YAY!!!
Harley's going to make Me and Triggers world famous right along with him. Go Check him out
harleydean.com
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:46 PM
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