Rain Rain Rain... You can't move furniture in the rain. You can't paint in the rain. You can't mow the yard in the rain. You can't clean out the car in the rain. You can't build a fire and drink beer in the rain. You can't keep your feet or the bottoms of your jeans dry in the rain. Bleh.
True Love... and how you know you've found it. Last night at 1am Brian jumped out of bed and said "baby, its raining are your windows down?" Which of course they were so he ran outside to roll them up. He ran back inside and said the keys weren't in it, oops. When he finally got the rolled up he was absolutely soaking wet because it was STORMING outside. He's so sweet.
Never give up on yourself or feel shame as a resultof not fulfilling your objectives to be a being of inspiration. Every fall thatyou take is a gift, and every relapse is a glorious opportunity-after all,without them you can't manifest the energy to get to a higher place....... Thank you Amy!
I'm Bossy... And yes that is my new ringtone. On my constant quest for self discovery I often take haitus or forget what I'm doing or some such. I have been relatively focus this time around and in the past few months I've made some serious decisions about my life. There are three things I want to do. 1. I want to be my own boss. I want to have my own company, create my own products and put myself out there. Now in what area I'm still not entirely sure. It's hard to narrow down when I have such a broad range of interests. 2. I want to have a small art studio where I can teach art to kids. I think one of the most important thing in today's society is to enrich the lives of children with art and culture. I love kids, I'd love sharing the things that I love, and there is nothing more amazing than seeing talent culminating in someone so young. 3. I want to write a book. I already know the topic, I have a name, I can see the cover. I've got tons of passionate ideas for it and I think if I ever stop 'arranging my desk' it will be great. I think any experience that drastically changes your life, be it for the better or worse, has got to be worth reading about. And I can PROMISE I'm not the only person who's had the experience I want to write about. So now it is written. And 10 times more likely to happen. So here I come. Calculus will NOT stand in my way! I'm the one y'all love to hate...
The good news is... I have no ulcers! I do however, have acid reflux just like the rest of America and I had an acute attack of it. So I'm on Nexium for 3 months, and no alcohol or cokes until the end of this month. BLEH!!! My photo contest was so cool. We went to the gallery opening this past saturday night and there were quite a few people that kept coming back to my pictures and looking at them. So maybe at least I'll get a sale. The first place picture could have been a complete ripoff of one that I entered. Although the quality didn't even compare to mine. But that's just how it goes. I loved the experience and can't wait to do it again. My pics are on display till August. Calculus still sucks. I think however, that I might do much better with my new prof. He speaks english fluently as opposed to "engrish". All of my lectures are online and I download them and we work the homework problems on the board in class. High school I know, but at least I know what I'm doing now. Brian is doing GREAT at work. We're getting along well, when I chill out anyway. I stay so stressed about everything that I'm sorta a biotch at times. But I love him and he loves me and we're happy so we'll see what happens. I think we're just having growing pains trying to figure out each other's boundaries in our living arrangement. I'm sorta diggin this coming home from work and making dinner for my man thing. Angelina's b-day was last weekend so we're having a party for her this weekend. Fun, Fun. Peace out yo....
"Only Crazy People Fall in Love With Me..."~ The Wreckers Badass album, but I've always liked her.
It's been awhile since I've posted because as usual life's been busy throwing me curveballs faster than I can hit them. *I lost someone very dear to me in a car accident. She put up a great fight for nearly two weeks, but her body was just too badly broken. You never expect to lose someone, but to lose someone so young that you've invested hours upon hours in is heartbreaking. *My boyfreind got a job at my father's company. He wants to move in and start a life with me. *I entered 3 of my photos into a photo contest at the Beaumont Art League (which I am now a member of) *We took Brian's kids to the lake this weekend with my entire family. It was fun. *We came home early because his kids were stressing him out. *We had an "altercation" because I wanted to leave his friends house early because my stomach was hurting. * I consequently spent July 4th in the Emergency Room in dire pain. *I either have an ulcer or am having gallbladder problems. Either one puts me on a baby food diet with NO alcohol. *I have an appointment this afternoon with my GP to see what to do next. * I am pretty sure I BOMBED my calculus test yesterday. Oh Well.
That about sums up the whirlwind. I'm taking it easy this weekend at Mom's.
