Oh, so vintage?

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

I'm crossing my fingers that in 60 days from Monday there will be a man on his knees with a ring asking for my undying love and devotion throughout our lives. I've picked my colors and am in search of the dress style I want. I figure why not be ahead of the game when I know it's going to happen. It's been discussed now it's only a matter of asking Dad, getting some unfinished business out of the way and then that perfect moment he's been thinking over for months now. He's had a couple of "practice runs" that were absolutely adorable, but he's all about doing it right.
So I suppose for the next 60 days I'll spend my weekend that he has the kids wedding planning. The bitch ex decided she didn't want me around the kids until everything is final. Therefore ripping apart anything and everything stable we've created for them. But that's ok, she'll get hers in the end.

♥Oh, so vintage... 10:40 AM

I'm crossing my fingers that in 60 days from Monday there will be a man on his knees with a ring asking for my undying love and devotion throughout our lives. I've picked my colors and am in search of the dress style I want. I figure why not be ahead of the game when I know it's going to happen. It's been discussed now it's only a matter of asking Dad, getting some unfinished business out of the way and then that perfect moment he's been thinking over for months now. He's had a couple of "practice runs" that were absolutely adorable, but he's all about doing it right.
So I suppose for the next 60 days I'll spend my weekend that he has the kids wedding planning. The bitch ex decided she didn't want me around the kids until everything is final. Therefore ripping apart anything and everything stable we've created for them. But that's ok, she'll get hers in the end.

♥Oh, so vintage... 10:40 AM

Friday, October 20, 2006

Calculus, Geochemistry, and Astronomical Equations...
Dear Lord I promise that when I get to the pearly gates and St. Peter asks me the speed the distance increases between two trains when one is traveling at 35km/h W and the other at 45km/hr N at 4 p.m. and their original distance at noon was 200km apart, I will know the answer. And as soon as I figure out the value for e I will successfully recalculate the age of the Earth just like Clair Patterson in 1956. Apparently its an irrational number with a value assigned to it, similar to that of Pi.
Now what disturbs me the most about this whole ordeal is that I know all of this in the first place.

♥Oh, so vintage... 11:22 AM

Monday, October 02, 2006

Sometimes I feel like I'm watching the world from outside looking in. Does that ever happen to you? It can be the oddest thing that triggers it, like some inane comment from a friend that makes you question everything your life is built on. Your morals, and values and all those things you're so passionate about suddenly seem so distant and you wonder why it ever mattered at all because in the grand scheme of things it doesn't. I see so many negative things and people and places on a daily basis and I say to myself God please don't ever let me be so blind to myself that I act like that or worse yet become that. Maybe I am amiss because I don't hold my fellow peers in high respect. I suppose deep down I love them because they are all unique souls and deserve love, but I don't agree with them, and usually I don't like them. Consider me a snob I guess. I see it as insulation. A way to protect myself from all the ugly things that I do have control over in my life. I know you can't control everything, but you can control somethings. I told Brian last night that nothing pisses me off more than my life being affected by some idiot that's not smart enough to make decent decisions. I'm stingy with my time, I don't like setbacks, and I really don't like wasting my time. I feel like life is a precious gift and although it is not anywhere near the glory we'll experience on the otherside. We should cherish it and use it to the fullest of our abilities. Not waste time over petty differences.
With that said, I'm going to school, so that someone else can waste my time and $ talking about something I already know.

♥Oh, so vintage... 10:49 AM

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