Thursday, November 30, 2006
The Clouds broke and the Angels cried...you ain't gotta walk alone...Its hard to believe I haven't posted on this thing in almost a month. It's been two of the hardest most terrible past two weeks of my life, yet it marks one of my lifes greatest triumphs and hurdles. I stand here today a witness and testiment to the power of prayer. I met Brian a year ago on November 25th and although I knew I loved him the moment I met him and I knew God always had a plan for us and his two beautiful children, its been hard to hang on to that belief here recently. We faced supervised visitation, enormous debt, and the most evil lawyer I've ever encountered. I was forced to testify at the judges request, but my tesimony was the deciding factor on supervised visits forever, or freedom. No pressure right? I've cried, I've prayed, I've begged for victory. At the last moment when I thought truly hope was lost, the heinous bitch crucified herself. I've seen good rise above evil, true pure 100% Godless evil. I shook hands with the devil and never backed down. So tuesday night at 6 pm I was finally allowed to cry tears of joy, release and absolute sheer relief. Brian has joint custody, and I can see the kids anytime now except nights. We've even got them for Christmas this year! So everything will be final on January 15th and we can breath again. p.s. we put a downpayment on a ring today! :)
♥Oh, so vintage... 3:24 PM
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
I'm stuck in this spin, where does it begin, by touching the edge of her skin...Well, the bitch doesn't want to cooperate, shocking I know. However, on the bright side of things I am allowed to see the kids again so last weekend was great. You can't imagine how great his kids are. They are absolutely precious and they call me Miss Lacy. Angelina told me I was her best friend and Blade picked me flowers, I just love them so much. But, it's just a matter of time before its all wrapped up. In the meantime I'm kicking ass at school and getting my ass kicked at the same time. I'm pulling A's in Calculus and Analytical Geometry, Geochemistry, and Petrology. Now my easiest sophmore level class Geomorph is an absolute nightmare and I'll be happy with a B. The prof is a complete dick. So never look behind you, spooky people bring you downThe world is ending there's a party by the bayI'll wear my suit and tie when I amI am toasting to the way you put that smile upon my face (yeah)
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:53 AM
