Monday, May 26, 2003
Why is it that I always want that one boy that I know is SO bad for me? ;) Is it wrong that my sole purpose in washing my car this afternoon in my cute little strapless bathing suit and short shorts was to see if he'd drive by? And sure enough he did, and sure enough he waved the first time, and the second, and he honked the third. Kinda strange that I can stay infatuated with this person for the past 2 1/2 years now. That's like a record or something for me. Strange that he's always there when someone breaks my heart. It's almost like an unspoken connection that whenever I'm down, he shows up out of the blue and always takes my mind off things. We can fight and argue and wrestle with each other like brother and sister and have just as much fun making up. And it was almost like I knew I was going to see him today if I washed my car. Come to think of it, he's the only guy who's ever washed my car for me. Of course that's because he's the only guy I ever let take my Durango or Jeep Muddin' and he gets to clean it afterwards. He's also the only guy who's ever left me dreaming of his kiss. And although I know it's just never going to work, he's the only guy I just can't seem to shake off. He's that one that you have an 'understanding' with about your relationship. He's the only boy I say 'I love you' to and know that we both understand the difference between 'love' and 'in love'. And maybe, if he has a few years to grow up, he'll turn out to suprise me.
♥Oh, so vintage... 9:50 PM
