Tuesday, December 09, 2003
I think I was taken advantage of in the Petrology lab today...and I liked it. Don't worry folks, I scare even Myself sometimes. I would have been perfectly fine, 100% a-ok, but NOOOOOOOO, he had to go and do something irresistable. He just HAD to wink at me last night, TWICE. Not to mention, he'd just come from taking care of business and he was wearing a suit and tie. I contemplated just how long it would take me to rip it all off instead of concentrating on Strike and Dip for about two hours. However, he was not in the greatest state of mind due to extraneous circumstances. So after 12 straight hours of studying at school Loree and I decided to call it a day and head home. I finished my lab final around noon today, THANK GOD! Only 3 days of hell left. But today, today was a whole new ball game. You know it's there, it's in the way he moves, the ways talks to you, every way he reacts to you. It makes me incredibly shy, I don't know how to deal with it sometimes. He offered me his jacket because I was cold. Dude, word to the wise, if you're ever trying desperately to get something out of me (and you're male) I'm a sucker for the sweet little things. Mom keeps telling me 'Patience, he's going to fall into your hands' I don't know about that. I'm never sure about those things, but I will say it just works with him. It's so natural to hand him the keys so he can drive, to let him open the door, to let him control the radio. It seems like sometimes I just feel him. I know when he's there, I know when he's emailed me or called. I'll be watching a movie and someone has the same last name, I'll pass a street with the same name, I'll hear a song we were just talking about. All this signs will point to him and then all the sudden there he is. Maybe I'm just crazy. But today, yeah today was a GOOD day.
Sometimes I think
Things are overwhelming
Sometimes I think
I don't know what I'll do
But I forget the world
And everything around me
That's what I think
When I think about you
♥Oh, so vintage... 8:43 PM
