Saturday, February 28, 2004
I don't care if you call me. It really doesn't matter because I know you're there. I can feel you. I followed through on all the rest and it turns out they were all just false feelings. None of them were right. I knew that, but I had to be sure never being one to turn my back. You I think are real. I know how I feel is real anyway. I can't say to myself all those silly things like ''you're the one'', and "I've never felt like this about anyone before" because truth be known, I have felt like this and I don't know if you're the one. I do know that I have this incredible need for you. It's been a tough couple of days. My mind's been racing and all my stupid boys haven't made things any easier on me. I hope I see you soon because I'm beginning to wonder if you're real. Who am I talking to on the phone? Who's sending me those emails? Do they really exist?
♥Oh, so vintage... 2:24 AM