Monday, April 12, 2004
Heavy Hearts...
today's been sorta strange. I can't put my finger on any one thing about it to blame. It's been a culmination of events. I don't understand sometimes how the ones who are supposed to love and support you end up hurting you for selfish reasons. I'm scared too. Scared of what has happened, and what could happen. These past two weeks have been so great that I haven't even thought about the what if's. They never crossed my mind until someone conveniently threw them in my face. Why shouldn't I deserve someone to treat me great? Goodness knows I've put up with enough bullshit to last a lifetime. Why shouldn't it be my turn?
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:15 PM