Friday, May 21, 2004
The Fever becomes my home...
I know I know, what's up with all the blue lyrics right? When I'm hurt they are the bandaid for my wounds. As I'm sure they are for so many people like me. I feel very guilty today because I've spent the week moping and crying and being literally devestated over someone who was way less than I deserve. It happens to us all though. I talked to a friend today that I love dearly. I love him mostly because he has so many problems. Problems I can relate to all too well. Of course we all deal with life differently I think it's just nice to know you're not alone in your pain and thoughts sometimes. I think one of my greatest emotional struggles in life is that I love everyone so much even when I know they've hurt someone else I love, or even hurt me. They may be totally unworthy of my love, but I've learned that I can't choose who I love. Love chooses me. I know my purpose in life is to give unconditional love to those who need it. My purpose is to serve others who need it, not myself.
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:01 PM