Monday, July 26, 2004
I'm home from vacation and everything is as hectic as I knew it would be. My girls started their drill team camp this morning. There's nine of them and as of right now, they're so sweet. I'm sure that'll change when I start getting on their asses about their routines. I'm just going to play it by ear at first, but as soon as class starts in two weeks, I'm bringing out the whips ;)
Have I mentioned that I think I'm completely in love with this boy? I suppose absence really does make the heart grow fonder because I get that butterfly in my stomach feeling everytime I think about him. Last night at dinner we couldn't stop smiling at each other. I feel like I'm 15 and this is the first guy I've ever dated. I mean seriously we've been dating for a solid month again and collectively two and a half, where is this coming from? I fall further for him every day. But I try really hard not to let myself or him see that. I wish he would talk more about how he feels. I think I'm going to have to settle for the fact that he's a man of action and not words. I know I'm the only one and I'm pretty sure I'm the only one that he's ever been serious about. I just lose myself in him. It's been a long time since I've let go like that. I'm finding it's harder to let myself need somebody than I thought.
♥Oh, so vintage... 3:49 PM
