Wednesday, November 30, 2005
There's a fine line between what you find obscene and what turns me on...Reality is starting to hit me. I had an amazing night with that pretty boy and now I know I'm going to be absolutely lost when he goes back to work tomorrow. Then the lecture from my mother about all the things that are wrong with the scenario didn't help. His smell on my pillow is only going to last so long. We hung out with his sister and her fiancee (which I grew up with) last night and I swear she and I share a brain. Everything just clicks so beautifully...well excpet all those unmentionables I refuse to discuss at this point. But I think we both realized last night this might go somewhere and we might need to start discussing the future instead of just 'hanging out'. I feel like totally shutting down about it right now becuase I think everyone all of the sudden is finding fault in all of it. I'm my own worst enemy in situations like this I really don't need discouragement from those who are supposed to support me.
♥Oh, so vintage... 4:15 PM
