I don't think you've properly lived life until you've heard the techno version of Crazy in Love. I think that Brian's existance would be questionable if it weren't for all the weird crap of his I inherited. A CD case full of Techno/Rave/Trance music A CD case full of R&B hits A beanie in almost every color of the rainbow Enough wife-beaters to last a lifetime Some bassass jeans An Exquisite lamp and I was a week shy of inheriting the bigscreen...
But there are definately things I miss. Waking up with someone holding me Someone telling me how beautiful I am every morning Someone holding my hand Laughing, at everything Staying up until the donut place opened up for breakfast I miss hearing I love you I miss him telling me how great I looked every morning before work
And there are things I don't and never will miss. Lint behind the dryer because his lazy ass wouldn't throw it away Doing his laundry His distorted relationship with Misty His drinking His smoking His "recreational activities" His inability to go to sleep at a normal hour
I sometimes wonder if it all really happened because it was sorta like a death. The last words he said to me were "Alright baby I'll call you tomorrow at lunch" and I never heard from him again. The only time I think about it is when I see something that reminds me of him and I think about how surreal it all seems. But I think even though I knew I loved him I still knew deep down the whole time that it would never go anywhere. I think my life is too big and holds too much to be limited by such distractions and situations.
Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u
