*I had a revelation Friday evening that I've had enough of the redneck mentality out here in the sticks and I'm seriously "OVER IT."
*Saturday I cleaned for mom, went to a beauty control party, looked absolutely fabulous and went to Dayton Olde Tyme days. More rednecks, once again I reitterate...I'm "OVER IT."
*So Saturday night I get a call from my boys and they are all at Lake Livingston. The little shits are renting a house on the lake and they wanted me to come up. Now I certainly don't make it a habit of partying with my former students, but I love these boys and I've stayed close with them for awhile now. I had a BLAST! All I did yesterday was play pool, drink beer, lay out and let them bait my hook and throw it out for me. I got a BADASS tan, caught some fish and thought about how glad I was that I was almost finished with this godforsaken job. So now I've got a new place to play which is much closer than my lake and alot more fun.
*This morning I woke up to a phone call that my dog had ran away to my mother's AGAIN and was probably about to have her puppies soon. We've watched her all day and I think we'll have 1 puppy, real soon. I'll take pictures.
*I spent the morning in Beaumont making life changing decisions. I had a meeting with Dr. Jordan and after an hour he had me talked into finishing my Geology degree. So here I go. I start Calculus in June, with Josh of course. Josh is so overwhelmingly excited he can hardly stand himself. We figured out our whole schedule and we should graduate pretty close to the same time, although it will be my second degree and his first. He spent a good solid two hours trying desperately to convince me to move to beaumont and get a house with him. Now we had an interesting night this past Thursday. I don't know what to say about him or how to react, or what to think really. I think he must feel the same way, however, he did tell me that he loved me, which was precious. It was hard for him to say. I've saved that boys life on more than a few occasions now and he knows it. So today when he told me that he knew everything was going to be ok because I was coming back I was very touched. Josh is very special to me Next to Jess and Amy, he's closest to me. We can go for months without talking and pick up like we never left each other. We drove around for an hour looking at houses. I swear I'd do it in a heartbeat if I wasn't already settled. We'd have a blast living together, he was so cute talking about all the places we could go and that we could join a gym and go sit in the park and do our homework. I swear it was like we were married without the proposal, hahaha! I took the Pedro approach with the smile and nod for the whole day. He left me speechless and questioning what the hell he had smoked before he picked me up for lunch.
The days events have left me overwhelmed, amazingly happy, and very ready to take on the world.
Come on and lay it down I’ve always been with you Here and now Give all that’s within you Be my savior And I’ll be your downfall
