My Ex-Future Sister-in-law Misty tells me yesterday she's getting married on July 8th and wants me to take the pictures. Now I'd be all fine and dandy with the prospect except for the fact that I'm fully aware that Brian will probably be there. I'm not quite sure how to handle the situation. There is only one other person on this earth that I never wanted to see again and that's my former best friend and Jessica's ex-husband Kevin. Granted I have a bit of time to go before that wedding I still don't know if I can handle seeing him. It doesn't bother me to think of him, or anything like that, but I think I would breakdown if I saw him there with someone else. I know I would right now anyway. Because sometimes not knowing the truth allows you to handle your circumstances much easier. I'm perfectly content with the idea of never seeing him again. It's seeing him again that scares me more than anything else right now. I think it's because I know that nothing short of a complete miracle could change anything at this point. I don't want a miracle. I want it to be over. Plain and simple.
